avoiding someone, obviously isn't the best move

you see, when it has finally comes to an end, everything seems to be normal but it's not. don't try to do that to me. I don't deserve it. I hope we can still hang out like what we did as usual. It's not that hard to maintain a friendship except when someone is obviously avoiding you. please It's not that hard for us to back to normal right ? God, lead me... by the way, I've been praying so hard recently and just hoping those who marks my marketing paper would be less adept so they won't flunk me ! lol nah... just kidding.. looking forward for them to come ! wuhu.. holiday...

there's a line between us, a line that was drawn by me. Can I erase it..?

I can now go home with my head held high. No matter what kind of result it turns out to be, honestly, I've done my very best. I'll just have to wait and leave everything to God. Studied for a damn whole bloody week. I'm most worried for my damn marketing now, thank you so much again to my beloved fresh graduate 'Ahole' lecturer. what the hell ... the marketing paper turned out to be extremely easy. Gosh.. The night before it, I was still burning my midnight oil for marketing. How I wish I could actually burned all of my marketing stuff :( Managed to handle it well enough I thought. Okay, so I did finish it well and was the first to come out from the exam hall. Record breaker ! yipee~ lol there's nothing to be proud of... lalalalala Bought a JD from Kenny. Party and crazy night tomorrow night. tata

last unit !

o....k.... I've been laughing over this ... So I decided to take a picture of it..
how ironic... I took this in the office... luckily it's not in front of HER office.. lol
or else I would have asked her to take a pic with it... hahahahahahaha
anyway, had a decent meal last night where we belanja Vermillion, Jerome and Devlin dinner.. they are going to Perth next sem.. sayonara bros... preparing for my mkt now.. plan to kill it tomorrow. Well, I hope lecturers will learn from their mistakes too.. and it's good that she's actually leaving next semester.. how pathetic... sayonara.. hope you'll be going to 'everywhere'~
lalalalalalalalalalalala and hey... I'm keen on my marks ... just so you know.. bye bye

die die must do it !

Ronaldo, United's legend.. leaving ManUtd soon.. godspeed ronny~
Killed 3 units in a week's time. Law contract, B.statistics and Microeconomics... now studying for marketing. My favorite unit... crap la.. favorite... die die must pass I think... 2 days of time, 5 chapters... well it's all about 4Ps right ? I think I can handle that. Since Dad always say to me,'' hey son, I'm international marketer for God sake, you won't fail marketing.. Don't worry !'' wuhu... I wish I could pass...lol my gang finished their last unit - Financial accounting this morning, Kenny, Mark... I know you guys wanna play pool.. well, bear with me bro ! 2 more days ! Actually, already planned my 'after marketing' plan! We'll go to Brunei around 11am Monday, right after my Marketing... and then, going to Infinity (ktv) at night, after ktv.. drunking time at Felix's house ! lol so, don't think too much for now, although I desperately wanna go out now... but ... under the supervision of my buibui, I think I can stay at home for my stupid marketing.. Well, you guys should call me marketer from now on. I never thought that I'll be in this kind of position where everything seems to be against you... Stressed. I wanna scream... aHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.. ok, time to study ... bye guys.. before I end here, stupid Ronny actually wanna leave ManUtd..WTF... ok la, Alex, make sure you bring in Ribery ,Valencia and Moutinho for £80 million's sake ! or I'll go for Barca !!! lol

I don't deserve it ~

(photo's from postsecret:)

Well, I did not expect it actually turned out to be so dead. I'm in deep sorrow now lol. Can't see what's infront of me, what's actually blocking my sight, what's actually stopping me from moving on. People saying, let your past to propel you, gosh... obviously my past isn't doing its job though. I know it seems like it's not impossbile to do it, but hey, I can do it ? Can I ? sigh... I tried to console myself, it's not working also. I just can't stop thinking about it. Pathetic. Well, God, please listen to my prayer and do something. I trust in You. I know You'll make a way for me eventually. People, don't get sad when things are actually going against you. Face it ! Fight it ! I'm not going to waive my white flag ! 15th June, just wait and see ! I'll conquer you !

a moody day, tough day and an emotional day. ends here.

let's pray... oops... let's study too~

The time has finally come. Forget about my internal and forget about my beloved fresh graduate tutor. Anyway, that Ass actually said I'm not keen to my marks. what the Fish !
lol Made me wanna langgar my wall already. Whatever, no matter how low or how high my internal marks are going to be, I'll just go for it all la~ Law contract, Marketing, Economics, Business Statistics. my gosh... God, please bless me to pass with flying colors, well no color also can , as long as I pass my first year of degree ! I've been saying my prayer so hard and loud so that God You can hear. So, let's start now and don't stop ! Banking & Finance, I love you !

Tutor, I've forgiven you. Blame you no more, I shall bear the consequences anyway. But it wasn't my fault once again ! We shall all waive goodbye to our sillyness as it may cost you your life and good results ! Obviously, my brain isn't functioning too well now as my brain has been filled up with taxes, inefficiency with exernal cost bla bla bla.. I think my brain will be deteriorated after my final exams and when that day comes, I'll start to fill my brain with movies, holiday plans,shoppings and whatsoever... tata 1st year of degree...

tata play mode, here comes study mode.
that's all .