Let... go.

Just came back from history lecture. I've passed up my math assignment, and I.T group project. Thanks to Felix, Mark, David, Jacky, and Jerome for helping me and each other. I really appreciate. It has been another busy week for me, Economics test, Math test, I.T group project, MAth group project, and yet, next week, Moral group and individual reports, I.T presentation, CRTS in class reading tasks.... It's gonna be another busy week for me then. Another 3 weeks, I'll have to deal with the final exam. Before that, I really have to study very very hard in order to pass, can say that, not only to pass, but pass with flying colors. I know it sounds a little bit difficult for everyone of us. But, if you really put in your efforts, why not ? Think again.... All of us can do it, well, of course you must act it out not only saying it....

I stood on the little bridge that are linked to my lakeside apartment. It's not very 'big', just a few steps and you are at the lakeside already. I stood there, and was attracted by a very beautiful scenery. It's another cloudy day here in Miri... I like the weather here, because it rain almost everyday at the morning. I took a deep breath and... wow... I felt relax, and.... thought of her again of course... I know, we had became a past tense to us.... At least, let me think of her a very last time and allow me to flash back those days that we've gone through so far... It was really a sweet memories. Falling in love, is actually a process that every teenager will have to or can say that they want to experience. Love is a very beautiful thing that created by God.I thank God for giving so much and protecting me, my family and my friends as well.. I thank God for giving me a chance to fall in love. It was a very sweet process for me. Well, it's over now... I looked at the sky, and prayed for protection and love from God to my family members. I came back to my room after 'resting' on the bridge.

God must have already reserved some one special for me in the future. At least I'll not be so desperate to find another one as I like Kulaian more than East Malaysians. WAHAHA...

Thank you Grace for accompanying me for so long... God bless you .

I did not tell my parents about this just because I do not want them to worry about me. I remember my dad asked me about us, I said we're OK.. It happened just a week ago actually, last Wednesday... ^.^ how time flies... Daddy, Mummy, please do not worry about me, here in Miri. I know how to deal with my problem and know how to deal with my study. Please pray for me.

wow... 1pm already... kk, I wanna take a nap and study eco later leh...

take care everyone !! love ya

***fren, pls feel free to find me... momo here***

2007-10-26
1pm
lakeside

time to study study study

wow... final exam are around the corner, it is time to study and ban movies and entertainment !! I admit it that I did play quite a lot the past two months, OK OK... now I can feel the heat of the final exam... no one wants to retake any of the units especially C.Math... LOL.. who wants to see Crystal again orh ? hahahahahaha no offense Crystal.... But... suddenly realize that... next semester also got your class.. C.Math 062... haih...
Well, I went back to JB last week. Did quite a lot of things , helped my mum to do the chores, went out with friends... and had dinner with my family... it was a happy week as I've left home for 3 months !!! The feelings were different , I mean when I was having dinner with my family, in my house, my dining table... and of course having my favorite foods prepared by my mum !! hehe... this trip, I had also settled some personal things.... Although it was not an happy ending... but I think, It's better to settle it as soon as possible.. before it's too late... Thanks...

Thank you my friends...

OKOK... back to the topic.... time to study study study.. next month, next month !! I can go home already !!! hahahahaha

Economics !!! here I come !!!!

my angel

我们都无法回到过去了... 这...好象已成为事实... 一年的回忆,酸甜苦辣.... 谢谢你...谢谢你陪伴我..
谢谢你给我机会... 我们都尝试了... 我们都尽力了...努力了...

你说,我是你的天使... 我说...你...才是属于我的专署天使... 大家一起为着自己的幸福加油吧...

也许,真的在下一个转角,会遇见自己的幸福....

30 hour famine ! new experience !

The 30 hour famine organized by World Vision has ended. It was a great opportunity for me and my friends, and it was also a totally new experience. It was a fun-filled event and of course, hungry -,-. What more, I was a volunteer !! ^^ We wore in yellow color's shirt while the campers were in orange. In other words, we were like a walking bananas and the campers were oranges .. haha.. funny... At the morning , Shafil, a Curtin staff arranged by Anita, drove us to the Miri Indoor Stadium and left us there to taste the hunger. T.T Above was the four of us, we have Yong Yi besides me, Khe Han and Yue Yong. YonG Yi and Khe Han came from Johor too ! As for YuE Yong, he came from K.K(Sabah). The 3 of them were group leaders while, I was a production volunteer. Actually, I was doing the 'toughest' work. My job was to switch on and off the stadium's lights and .... delivery boy to make sure my production's workers have water and meal (break-fast)... The stadium was not too big, but it was big enough for me to get tired and exhausted. Almost every hour or two, I'll have to go to the other side of the stadium for turning on and off the lights... I've missed 80% of the programs . At the first night, Daniel Lee, Desiree Tan, Halo cafe's artists came to perform. The climax was when Daniel and Des's performances. Their voices, oh gosh... it was like heavenly voice from Des. Des !! I'll buy your album for sure !! haha. Although everybody was really tired and hungry, but when Daniel appeared on the stage, every one was like gone mad, and kept shouting'Daniel, Daniel'... cool.... I've took quite a lot of photos and videos.... very nice...

The night was .... cold.... I brought only a tower for me and slept under the air-con... wow... tortured... I woke up twice because I was really very cold..... I couldn't even slept..... Well, at last, I woke up at 5.41am... The morning call was at 7am, but almost everyone was awake. For the morning religious session, it was amazing, 90% of the campers were Christian, wow!! It was almost like a Christian camp. LOL... We used the main stage for the morning service. After that, we continued our event with lot of activities, and seminar ... and auction too !!! I think the most valuable thing was Rain's wrist band.. haha... it went up to RM 50++ haih..crazy fan.... World Vision has already organized 30-hour famine in Malaysia for 10 years. For the past 10 years, was held in West Malaysia, and this year, they had this event in East Malaysia the very first time, I was very happy and honored to take part in this such a meaningful event to help the helpless children and raised fund to help the poor to rebuild their home land...

I wish to take part in this event again next year... Thank God I'm still alive... haha...

Bye...

haih 2...

Well, today I don't know what was wrong with Crystal Lau. Someone from our group actually went to the Director of Foundation program, Mdm Bibi and complained about the teaching attitude of Crystal Lau. Erm, for your information , everybody knows this Lecturer not because of she is our commerce math lecturer, but because of her arrogance and her bad teaching and lazy attitudes. She 'always' came in late for our lecturer class not 10 minutes but 30 to 40 minutes. That means, our math lecture class supposed to start on 8 AM, she actually came in around 8.35am or worse , 8.45am. Thats why everybody think she is the laziest lecturer in Curtin University. So sad, so sad... I don't know how she got her master certificate... haihz.... Back to the topic, today, we were shocked to see her in our lecture class before 8am !! We can know that, somethings wrong... bingo... its true... lol... she was scolded (maybe) by Bibi aminah and became pissed .. She attended our lecture class before 8am !! Come on every one !! Cheers !! She did break her own record !! hahahahahahahahhahahaha LOL. She was very strict and angry today. We can see through the fire in her eyes... wuuuuuhoooooowww...... so fierce... it was like some body has stolen her breakfast from her... haha... She revealed that some one from group 2 (my group) went to complained about her... shit. ... I really like to know who was that bastard... so stupid, you go to complain thats your matter lah, but why did you say that you're from group 2 ?... stupid.... aduhai... don't know what to say.. After our lecture class, she ordered that group 2's students to stay back and filled up some survey forms about her teaching attitude. She said that our tutorial class has been changed from 8.30am to 8.00am !! GOSH !!!.... and those who come late to her class for 5 minutes, are not allowed to enter the class... walao... I really hope to strangle the person who went to complain.. shit ... I can imagine our mid term test....... ....... ........ ....... ...... I think she might fail us all... maybe... because in today's act, we can see that Crystal Lau actually owned a very very low EQ.... haih... so sad...

This story tells that, those who cannot control his/her emotion, don't be a lecture. You might doom your students...please... Crystal, don't be like that... look what you've done in the past 2 and a half months... What have you done to us in our Math ? You did not put in your efforts to teach us well but came in late only.... Disappointed....


for those who would like to see her... just copy the add below... and paste it on your browser...
http://www.curtin.edu.my/sch_dept/PreUniversity/FP_SProfile.asp?wr=SFP005

haih.......

Hello everyone... sorry for not posting lately... I was indeed a busy kulai boy here...lol.. need to hand in lot of assignments recently.. ahduhai... really packed... luckily la, I managed to handle all of it.. hahaha.. actually, when I was in secondary school, the subject that I love the most was English language , don't know why, I could managed to score very high mark in my essays. My English cannot compare to those ABC la, but I must say that my English 'boleh tahan'! I'm very proud of myself because of English. No offense to my friends, I'm not self-esteem or what, its true! ^o^ When I came here to Curtin, I was very comfortable , because everyone here is speaking English language, and got lot of'banana' here ! haha. No offense to the students. Everything in here uses English as main language, Economics,Math,Moral,I.T,CRTS and even history... When I realized that I'm gonna take history unit in this sem, I really felt regretted why I was here.. haha, but then now I found out that history in university is totally different from what I was taught in Sec. Secondary school's history really SUCKS !! All was about Malaysia, Umno, MIC blah blah blah, and must memorize the names of Malay leaders... so LAME!!! My history in Curtin is all about World history, WW1,WW2, wars in middle east, korea, Vietnam and so on, so cool man !! I really like history very much, and what more, it's in English !! hahahahaha!!! so happy !! and one thing is very different from sec is that, the lecturer for my history is very good !! Mr. Terry is a very nice lecturer, I really like him very much as he is very strict, and good in history knowledge, the way he teach is really helpful, he would even call some of us to act like a soldier and he himself would act like another soldier and shows us the way they fought. Compared to my history teacher in Secondary schoool... eh hem... don't know what to say, those who was her student, you know exactly what I'm trying to say loh.. LOL... back to the topic. why I 'haih' ? haih... don't know why , I was very busy last week... really .... so stressed because of history report, and even CRTS reading journal... so tough ... but... with God by my side, I did it ! haha.. English, actually, why I'm able to read and write 'quite well' is because of one Irish band 'WESLIFE'. I listen to their songs since primary 5... I learned the pronunciation from their songs, 'My Love', classic !!! haha for those who wanna speak well in English. pls listen to their songs !! haha !! bye for now.. will post up new one about the first 30-hour famine in Miri soon..