Thursday, October 25, 2007

Let... go.


Just came back from history lecture. I've passed up my math assignment, and I.T group project. Thanks to Felix, Mark, David, Jacky, and Jerome for helping me and each other. I really appreciate. It has been another busy week for me, Economics test, Math test, I.T group project, MAth group project, and yet, next week, Moral group and individual reports, I.T presentation, CRTS in class reading tasks.... It's gonna be another busy week for me then. Another 3 weeks, I'll have to deal with the final exam. Before that, I really have to study very very hard in order to pass, can say that, not only to pass, but pass with flying colors. I know it sounds a little bit difficult for everyone of us. But, if you really put in your efforts, why not ? Think again.... All of us can do it, well, of course you must act it out not only saying it....

I stood on the little bridge that are linked to my lakeside apartment. It's not very 'big', just a few steps and you are at the lakeside already. I stood there, and was attracted by a very beautiful scenery. It's another cloudy day here in Miri... I like the weather here, because it rain almost everyday at the morning. I took a deep breath and... wow... I felt relax, and.... thought of her again of course... I know, we had became a past tense to us.... At least, let me think of her a very last time and allow me to flash back those days that we've gone through so far... It was really a sweet memories. Falling in love, is actually a process that every teenager will have to or can say that they want to experience. Love is a very beautiful thing that created by God.I thank God for giving so much and protecting me, my family and my friends as well.. I thank God for giving me a chance to fall in love. It was a very sweet process for me. Well, it's over now... I looked at the sky, and prayed for protection and love from God to my family members. I came back to my room after 'resting' on the bridge.

God must have already reserved some one special for me in the future. At least I'll not be so desperate to find another one as I like Kulaian more than East Malaysians. WAHAHA...

Thank you Grace for accompanying me for so long... God bless you .

I did not tell my parents about this just because I do not want them to worry about me. I remember my dad asked me about us, I said we're OK.. It happened just a week ago actually, last Wednesday... ^.^ how time flies... Daddy, Mummy, please do not worry about me, here in Miri. I know how to deal with my problem and know how to deal with my study. Please pray for me.

wow... 1pm already... kk, I wanna take a nap and study eco later leh...

take care everyone !! love ya

***fren, pls feel free to find me... momo here***

2007-10-26
1pm
lakeside

1 comment:

wk said...

Joe, you have grown up as your matured analytical skill of your encounters , set-back and experiences really put those who care for you so much relieved and comfortable. Always bear in mind that our Almighty Lord is watching , guiding and protecting you through every phase of your life and you have a group of people behind that always pray for you and love you. Life is full of turbulents , ups & downs,what is important to have is our capability to accept reality and failures . Many successfully people attained their successes through the experiences of many failures . Bravo , Joe