wasn't my fault

It wasn't my fault at all~ been struggling for marketing this whole semester~
pathetic huh~ didn't manage to get the mark I expected from the beginning.
Well the new lecturer is an asshole in fact, she's a FRESH graduate from our school.
I thought I could have be in love with Marketing when I attended the first Marketing lecturer
conducted by our Dean of SOB. Sorry to say, that ass actually proved me wrong, marketing isn't that fun. Finally, submitted my marketing (last assignment) group plan yesterday. What to say,
not a good one for me~ I did my best so what ? Someone actually denied my work. sigh ...
I could have scored more in my tutorial. Thanks to my Fresh graduate mkt lecturer~
Thank you so much NOOB ! for putting me in this rotten position. What the F.. For this whole semester,mkt tutorials, pointless for me right ? Try to put yourself in my position, and think ! OMG..

ok, back to me, the above post wasn't really from me, it was from me(no EQ) actually. hehe
My brain has been sucked dry in Starbucks last night when I was trying so hard
to memorize all those facts and cases from Law contract. Darn it~ Now worrying for my damn mkt. lol
anyway, no point to worry. I'll just have to study smart and pray hard... hahaha


Dear God,
please punish those who did bad things and award those who did good.

AMEN

great

gosh, 2.40am...
Another night~ guess what, its Monday
I could barely keep my eyes close~
Thinking of what I've done for the past few months~
hmm... well, nothing ! lol
Thinking things to be done, assignments to be submitted,
and exams to be finished~ shit...
This semester, I just can't deny the difficulties I'm facing~
It's hard though

So, a brilliant idea came to me , and I was thinking to travel alone.
But I couldn't... after my consideration and hesitation... I've decided to keep quiet~

I know !
It was like watching a priceless opportunity slipping away from my sight~
Well, the most important thing was that I did not hurt anyone.
It wasn't easy to open your mouth and ask for money to fulfill our own selfish desire~
It's not my style anyway~ especially the bad economics we're all facing now~
okie, now I know what is opportunity cost~ WTH

okie, seems like it's a byebye to Tassie trip this time, but somewhere else awaits~
I believe someday in the future,
I'm going to travel somewhere else, far far away from here..

recently, hesitation has become a part of my life~
hesitating to make one important decision that could change my life~ like forever...
okie, this one is a vital one... I still need time to reconsider again and again~

There were moments and times I'd been through that took so many things away from me~
There were things and people that caused me to stay away from them~
anyway, whatever... who cares anyway ?

I've got so many things and job to do~
I've divided my life into 5 parts~ ok, God is in my life , He's in every vital part of my life~
so here it goes...

Family 25, Friends 20, Career 20, Dreams 15, Love 20

When things happen in one of those categories, I'll just have to distract myself and start
focusing on another part of my life, isn't ? Easy huh ?
Well, I'm just gonna learn to stay focus in one part at the right moments..
Of course, things might be different as we grow up and as we go on~
Right now, I'm focusing in 3 parts... I won't tell anyway~ It doesn't matter also...

What's yours ?

being myself

Facing the sea been thinking about
thinking about my future untouchable future
no one knows what will happen tomorrow
cherish your family your friends
don't let them down
and I won't

Jumping...
wanted to jump as high as I could
but I couldn't I must face the reality
it's cruel I know It's unacceptable I know
What to do ? sigh
close your eyes and feel the air feel the waves
you'll know you have a bright future waiting for you
let your friends let your family let your God leads you
to a better day better future
don't think too much for it'll stop you for moving on
it'll drag you down as deep as possible
although I'll always look back as I walk away
but
look forward because
tomorrow will be better

a bunch of bros a bunch of buddies
we walked we laughed we had fun we had all those joys
we are always together to face our challenges all the way
we've been through a lot
and that is why we're brothers


we have our own future we have our own thoughts
we have our own bright future we have our own targets
we are working together supporting each others
we are moving forward together as we will never wait for the others
we will work hard to reach our goals our targets and our future
follow your heart
best friends forever

Independent's day !

It's been a week.. seems like I haven't really settled down here.
sigh... initially I felt like coming back to Miri , then now I feel like going back.
Last Monday, I'd been forced to wake up from my deep slumber to go to school for
tutorial classes and registration for all those 'new-students' stuff' . Didn't actually see much new students then only realized that foundation's orientation starts tomorrow. haa.
Anyway, SC's president called , saying wanted to close down Photography Club, mentioning our
club's purposes clashed with Apple Box's. wth, who started the club first ? shit.. No choice,
we had to decide whether to close down or become an independent club. Meaning, we won't get
any support from the SC and we'll have to use our own money to organize activities and events.
FINE... We'll go for independent !
We were kinda struggling at the first place but then found out that it's actually a good thing to be independent. we won't have the obligation to co-operate with SC anymore.. yipee !
Eventually, we are quite chuffed for what we've done.
I've dropped my finance 201 as it clashes with my law contract 101.. ==
sayonara finance 201.. see you next sem. Enroll in Marketing though. So shit..
Couldn't stand to be alone.. sigh..

OK, starting from now, I'm going to save money for my DSLR and my trip this year end..

on

bye

Innocent can never last.

Summer has passed... It's been a great summer holiday for me as I've been through a lot... new friends, new things, new position of my nerve(lol), and of course new perspectives on my life~ We can't take things for granted, treasure and cherish every moment you spend with your family, friends and your love ones... we wouldn't know what will happen tomorrow, so... treat everyday of yours as a special day... if you ask what color I'll use to describe my summer... I would probably say, yellow... it's like the flower above, lying on the floor, waiting for someone or something to lift it up and place it on a proper place... many of my friends said I'm a pampered boy, am I ? Am I still a pampered boy in your eyes ? People change, things change also... please change your perspectives too... I can't alter your thoughts and perspectives, I can only be more independent to get rid of the 'pampered boy's image in your heart... This summer, I've changed the way I treat myself, the way I settle things and the perspective on life... Do you ?

The Trip

For the whole trip.. Sunway pyramid, Gurney plaza, Island plaza, Genting pavilion, Sungei Wang, Lot 10... The Pavilion's Christmas tree impressed me the most... I love it so much.. It's beautiful , simple but grand..

Japanese food(buffet) in Shogun,Sunway

Nice... huh ?

Soft shell crab... damn sedap !

my favorite !!!

I tried all kind of sushi's... to satisfy myself.. at the end.. it was a good experience... nice food
and I'm sure you'll want to go there again... but ... after this japanese food(buffet meal).. I'll ban Japanese food for a long long time... Craving for Japanese food ? go Shogun...


Night view from my hotel room.

Spaceshot, Genting... Eh em... sorry... Didn't play this one... I admit it... I was too scared for this...
Well, I played the splash boat with my brother which was scarier than the corkscrew ! WTF... and we were all wet because of the splash boat.. SPLASH indeed... walking around with our clothes been splashed... one word... cold..... to the 'splash boat' :'' why ... so ... serious ... ? ''..... LOL

Okay, this was the best shot of the Penang bridge... I took this when we weer heading south to Lumut, Perak which was our next destination..


On 13th to 21st of December.. I joined my family , my whole family for our first family trip in West coast of Malaysia. We enjoyed our trip very well and we can't wait for our next family trip!
Thank God for the protection of our trip...

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year everyone...
By the way, I need to cut down my weight before chinese new year.. before it's too late.. haha
Been eating for the whole month from the day I touched down in Senai airport... SHIT...
Please... stop me from eating thise oily and unhealthy food...

till then...

The Beach

Actually, Desaru not that bad huh ?! Think about it ..as your next stop of vacations.


Where else ? I mean, since I was a kid, my parents brought me there thousand times per year, lol. I was too small that time to really enjoy the scenery and to feel the atmosphere of the beach. The beach I'm talking about, is Desaru. I drove there with a bunch of friends around 4am in the morning, and it took us nearly 2hours to get there. It was still dark though. So I took this photo

..without a tripod and not bad huh... except for the small particles in it... well couldn't avoided the particles especially on seaside..

After we've seen the sunrise for the first time in West Malaysia since I was born, we had our meal that my friends had prepared... and we headed to Teluk Ramunia and arrived around 9 something... Had a decent lunch (lobsters, crabs) hehe... a nice trip with a bunch of new friends.

That's all for Desaru trip.. till then.